I really don't know what to say now, actually, I feel like I'm STILL in camp mode. I really have zero mood to think about my assignments (which are, fortunately, not due until much later). I don't feel like talking about anything except God-related stuff. I can't STOP thinking about how amazing God is. I can't stop being overwhelmed by Him and His greatness. I feel like my brain is about to explode. I feel like going into fits of laughter and crying at the same time. I think I'm going crazy.
I have this sense that God is answering my prayer. I'm continously slipping into His presence wherever I go, I don't feel restrained by anything, I'm not let down anyhow. I'm just heading in this one direction - God. I feel like I'm finally doing something right. I can sense the Holy Spirit inside me, so real and tangible that even now as I'm typing this out, I want to burst out in tears. All I can say is, the Lord Jesus Christ can be so real in your life that you don't have to make any effort at all, and the fire inside you becomes so intense that you can sense Him wherever you are, anytime.
The song we sung in camp, "Fire Fall Down", is still replaying on my iPod. It has been replaying on my iPod ever since camp ended. I can't stop listening to it. I don't ever get bored of it. In fact, I'm going to sing it during worship in church this Saturday. Fire fall down, fire fall down, on us we pray...
I came across this post by Jaeson Ma, on his blog. I feel his words are so accurate in conveying the message of doing what GOD has called us to do, instead of doing things that we are not called to do. This is what he says in his post:
To focus on what I'm called to do requires me to say no to what I am not called to do.
And a note of advice that he gives:
Be silent. Take a deep breath. Clear your mind. Know what is important. Deny the urgent. Focus on your purpose. Decide.
Read the rest of the post here.
God is SO TREMENDOUSLY AMAZING. I can't, I don't know what to say anymore... Just, Lord, thank You.
