...that I don't know what to say, and how to say what I think my mind wants to say. I feel like I'm in this weird spot where I want to wrestle with God and yet I want to just be so happy nonstop. Maybe a bit of both. Either way, tonight I'm going to spend some quality time with Him.

I really don't know how things happen, how God plans them out, but I do know God is truly beyond amazing. He is indescribable beyond comprehension, particularly in how He maps things out. We don't understand them until we look back and go, "Oh...". He is unexpected and always proves us wrong, in a good way. 

Having just come back from Intensity 2011 (Reach Youth Camp), I am still in camp mode. I miss camp, I miss the atmosphere, I miss everyone I met there, I miss the sessions, I miss everything about it. But, things go on. Life continues. And so we keep the fire burning. Add wood. Fan the flame. Make it go bigger than before.

And keep growing in the Lord.