All too often, we make it about "me". I do that way too much without considering whether or not it's something God wants or something I want. Even when I pray, I don't reach out to listen to God's voice because in my mind, I've already decided what I want to do.
That is something very wrong that I've been doing.
I don't ever want to do that again. Next time, before deciding anything, I'm going to measure the situation up to God and consider what He would do, knowing this and that. I'm going to pray and pray until I'm sure it's what He agrees is right to do - because I don't want to do things that will get me distract me. I don't want to get involved in stuff that potentially distracts me from my own calling. I suppose that is my challenge - to really stay committed to this calling in the worship ministry. Because otherwise, what am I doing? Just thrusting that calling into a corner?
Too often, we think of what we don't have. It's a good reminder to just think of what we do have, and thank God for those things. Be it people, opportunities, positions, callings - every single blessing you can think of. Let's challenge ourselves to think differently and be KINGDOM-minded.
Otherwise, it will be very easy to confuse flesh and spirit.
